And, theyadded, how beautiful she looked!
She had borne it in her mind all
these years. Whatever did they want to hang abeasts skull there? She hoped it
would be calm enough for them to land at theLighthouse, she said. Let the
windblow; let the poppy seed itself and the carnation mate with thecabbage. At
any other time Lilycould have suggested reasonably tea, tobacco, newspapers.
There was a poor boy with atuberculous hip, the lightkeepers son. She looked a
littleskimpy, wispy; but not unattractive. She could well remember her in her
greycloak.
Some said he was dead; some said she wasdead.
She clutched at her
blankets as a faller clutches at the turf on theedge of a cliff.
There had been
sometalk of her marrying William Bankes once, but nothing had come of it.
Here
she was again, shethought, sitting bold upright in bed. She was dead,they said;
years ago, in London.
Yes, oh, yes, theydboth be ready, they said.
She clutched
at her blankets as a faller clutches at the turf on theedge of a cliff. Ah,
yes, he said, holding his foot up for her to lookat, they were first-rate
boots. Three times heknotted her shoe; three times he unknotted it.
It had
wavered over the walls like a spot of sunlight andvanished.
How aimless it
was,, how chaotic, how unreal itwas, she thought, looking at her empty coffee
cup.
It had wavered over the walls like a spot of sunlight andvanished.
There
he was, marching up and down the terrace ina rage.
She had lookedround for some
one who was not there, for Mrs Ramsay, presumably.
There it had stood all these
years without a soul in it. She watched her son George scything the grass. They
were made of the finestleather in the world, also.
Butthere was only kind Mrs
Beckwith turning over her sketches under thelamp.
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